Yesterday my housemates and I went to Trinoma to look for clothes and shoes or just do some window shopping – ultimate girl bonding. But then when we were in the mall, I did nothing but eat and eat. I had chicken, rice, spaghetti and tropicoolers at Greenwhich, then ice cream at Thumbs Up, and then seafood at some Chinese fastfood. I felt like I can’t breath because I was sooo full. I couldn’t finish my dinner. And then I felt guilty and paranoid that I am getting so fat. (Oh, I am really getting fat!) So anyway, when I went home, I decided to drink coffee because my housemates told me that it would help in digesting all the food that I put in my stomach. And so while watching “Wedding Tayo, Wedding Hindi”, I drank coffee. At 30 minutes past midnight, I decided to go to my room so I can sleep. But hours passed by and I still couldn’t sleep! I prayed, read a book..but still no sleep came. Arggh!!! I was worried that I won’t be able to wake up in time for The Feast because I will be serving as an usher there. It was so hard for me to fall asleep…argghh! Insomnia strikes again! I decided to watch the movie that’s been lying in my hard disk for a while. Watching it made me remember that once upon a time, I was a girl sooo in love who would do crazy and illogical things just to make a boy feel special. That girl who thought that she was with the guy she was going to be with for the rest of her life but got her heart broken a number of times. Hmm… seems like such a long time ago. It seems so odd…when you try to remember how those times felt and you realize how that experience brought you to where you are now. It’s nice to be in love.. To love and feel loved… but right now, I am happy and content in having a heart that is at peace. Awww…what’s with all this lovey dovey stuff? I just want to sleep!!! Next time, remind me not to have coffee at night please?